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After thirteen years, I put on a bathing suit and went swimming.  I am quite insecure, self conscious and, most of all, embarrassed I have let myself get to where I am at.  

Last night, we went to visit a friend who has a pool.  I bravely wore my suit under my clothes and figured I would just sit by the pool and relax.  I don't know what came over me but I found the courage and "dove in".  I must say that I had so much fun with everyone, especially my boys who have missed out on years of splashing around with their mom.

What I'm trying to say is that we sometimes have to set our pride aside and tackle our personal issues, especially as women.  We must set a strong example to the young women--and young men--in our lives even when it's difficult or even when we don't feel it within ourselves.  They have enough to deal with outside the home and need a strong foundation to deal with the pressures and challenges that come their way.  If I had not conquered that small mountain and worked past being uncomfortable, I would have missed out on a great evening with my family.  However, I can promise you that you won't see me in a two piece any time soon!